I really am truly sorry for not logging on for the past little bit i have been extremely depressed and fighting personal demons with myself and i just havent had the heart or mind set to do anything, I love you guys and i am truly sorry. I have depression and bipolar disorder and i lost someone very close to my heart in febuary and since then i have not been myself. I will be getting back on with you guys as soon as possible. Just don’t want you guys to think i do not care or that ive gone anywhere. For any of you who read this just hope that i can get through this hard time. I will be strong and get through it. Im just working my way through. I promise i will not dissapoint you guys again. I can’t help it when i get like this. I’m a very private person and i just have not felt up to everything. I really am sorry and love you guys.